When I found myself on edge, talking to myself while jogging, spending a whole day crafting a wooden globe, and racing with a cat named BTC on “who can stare longer”, I knew
My period is coming. (Sorry, but YOu don't have to read this)
Sitting across from a companion
Most of the time, you scoff at other people's advice, but still listen to avoid being rude. Meanwhile you found that people always talking about themselves and you're just a companion sitting on the side. Do you think he's really going to spend most of the day learning about your experience and then give you advice from the bottom of his heart? If so, congratulations, you've met love around the corner. If not, you can pass the time with a small snack and ask for tips on how to maintain hair volume if the other person has a lot of hair (gosh, that's the important thing)
The charm of a person comes from the moment she doesn't care about anything It's a sad fact that when you're chasing something, he's hiding from you. When you finally determined to let it go (so called "reconciliation with yourself"), he catches up instead. So you decide to
Lie flat
I found out to what extent people's mouths are not what they seem. Everyone is talking about lying flat when they really are just "saying lie flat. Because I've tried, and it's hard. Step one: lie down, step two: keep breathing, step three: don't do anything.
Try it if you don't believe me.
Writing
Sometimes writing is about seeing how one-sided a person's perspective really is.
If people wrote out their inner voices, then writing should not be a special profession.
Memory is a person's treasure, and when you share it out, it becomes a public treasure. Then the heart marks it as:
a piece of shit.
Can you fuck god?
While looking at BTC (the cat), I felt his question: people have many confusing behaviors, but one of the most confusing is that they always demand to be a "well-rounded" person. So people's dream is to become God, or
Be romantic
Killing Eve got its final season ending, i m quite quite emotional. Emotion has nothing to do with plot or the ending. "The end of a romantic love story" itself is a good reason enough.
Only two shows deserve the 3-word together exactly: Fleabag and Killing Eve. Both written by Phoebe Waller Bridge (Have to say, her brain is my happy place).
From the first day I watched Killing Eve, I bet that in the end Eve would not really be killed. So what exactly was killed?
It's like a metaphor for what the journey of a lifetime will be like when it comes to true love. You will give up (lose) a lot of things, break a lot of rules, repeatedly doubt yourself, suffer a lot of pain. But the “monster” inside will always be his or her truest form, and the beauty of reunion will forgive everything.
Because of this, people have the courage to find and accept the real look inside
Konstantin(another charming character from the show) once said to Eve: “Look at what happens to people villanelle loves, look at Anna look at me, she loves you to death.“ But to villanelle they are not intrinsically the same kind with her,
"because it's eve".
No matter how it ends, HE BE whatever, the story has enormous weight. Because it has made one feel a "Love story". Deeply.
So, what is love?
To quote Phoebe’s script in Fleabag (performed by sexy Priest)
Love is painful, is awful is frightening. It makes you doubt yourself judge yourself... Love isn't something weak people do, Love isn't something that weak people do, being romantic takes hell a lot of hope.... . when you find someone you Love, it feels like hope.
So, what is love?
Another one from a sene in fleabag where fleabag "rescues" his father from a mouse trap in the attic (He actually fear of the impending wedding to his godmother).
Anyone can persist in what they want to do longer than others. Some people can last longer because they don't believe in persistence at all. Persistence is not important, knowing what you want is important.
Let's try to be romantic, anyway.